If I'm Honest - Missy Higgins

Darling, if I’m honest

You’ve been on my mind, on my mind all day.

And lately, if I’m honest

I can’t bring myself to think no other way.

I’ve been finding all kinds

Of reckless ways to forget your face

Like going out on the town

And spreading around

All that love I kept for you.

But no one

Touches me like you used to

It’s a shame but it’s true

Nobody loves me the way that you used to.

And darling, well, I’ve been moving

Through seas of faces hoping to meet your stare

And dancing towards any strangers

With your crazy eyes or wayward golden hair

I’ve been finding all kinds

Of useless ways just to push it all down

Like spinning around, spinning around

'Til I fall onto the ground.

But no one

Touches me like you used to

It’s a shame but it’s true

Nobody loves me the way that you used to.

And I painted over all the cracks

But now the paint is peeling back

Oh yeah, oh yeah

It’s a shame but it’s true (nobody loves me)

When the flame turned blue (nobody loves me)

It burned a hole right through

Now nobody loves me the way that,

The way that you, the way that you used to.