Mirthless - Mirror of Deception

Autumn taking in\nBut I know that’s not the cause\nHalting reclusion drags me down\nThis life hesitates to be enjoyed\nNot the slightest prospect of change\nVicious circle\nThat I’d thought to have escaped\nA lasting state of worry prolongs\nAnother mirthless year goes by\nAnother hopeless day\nIn another mirthless life\nRegarding life’s blithenesses\nLike unattainable jewels in the display\nFull of yearning\nYet aware they can’t be mine\nGrievously sensible\nThat sudden griping feel\nAll activates irrelevant\nAn existence most fatally reduced\nConversant becomes that state of mind\nForming my personality\nThe longly missed pass of being spared\nFalls into oblivion