Shattered Self - Mindmaze

Why?

Why did this have to be?

When will I see an end?

I think I’m finally losing the will to fight

When fighting is all I’ve done

Fighting to not move on

Fighting to keep my head above the waves

Of depression and pain I felt

It’s eating me up inside

The end of suffering was only a lie

A lie that I had to live

A lie that controlled my mind

My mind left me buried behind a wall

Of sadness I knew I’d built

I know that I won’t go back

I can never face this all again

Blaming someone

Not to face my own guilt

The faults I didn’t want to see

Running from the past to keep this mask on

I should’ve stopped the pain for me

I’ve reached the end

The final breakdown

Fragments of a shattered self

A broken dream

Now I feel nothing

But regret for everything