Emotions - Mean

Oh Lord, Forgive me for my sins / Amen

Take a step in my sneakers and feel the pain that I’m in

Try to go through what I’ve been through

Been to hell and back and then back again

Go and tell your friends that I’m back again (Na'mean)

All these emotions in motion / I’m lost in the struggle for most

Running for power / Devour / Nothing but a man with the woes

Out for the paper / Later, hater / Go pay the posse deposit

Up in the studio looking basic / Holy Grail in the closet

Imma get it right / you know that I get it, right?

Now it’s all about the paper / Shit is getting so retarded

Couldn’t care about the penny back when I was getting started

Now I’m hungry for the cheddar

Tryna fill up all the pockets

(Drop it)

All of these emotions in me is lost and I’m trying to find it

I’m not what I’m trying to be

I’m losing control

And I really can’t hide it

I’m feeling divided and I can’t even fight it

I’m feeling divided

When I’m all alone and I’m feeling so low

With all these emotions in me

I want way more than I can have but the truth is…

I gave all that I have left

I can’t do this no more / See imma lose it for sure

I’ve been so depressed that I’m all alone

Tryna fill the void / I get in the zone

I said «bitch don’t kill my vibe»

«bitch don’t-bitch don’t kill my vibe»

I’m just tryna get this money / Negativity aside / That’s right

Enough with the stressing / I’m counting my blessings

So sick of this life that I’m messing up

Enough with the haters / I’m thinking ‘bout paper

All I wanna do is just stack it up

I drown myself with that liquor / I don’t really care what you think

It don’t matter where the juice from / I just really wanna do things

Can’t afford to have a slip up / Gotta tighten all the shoe strings

Man you really gotta keep up / Better bow down to the new king

Been on a high but I’m still on the low

Running in circles I’m out of control

Keep running and running / I’m at it again

I’m trying to heal but I’m feeling the pain