I Just Don't Care That Much - Matt Maeson, grandson

My teeth are rottin' away

I’ve leathered all my skin

And my blood is getting thin

And my whole fucking character’s changed

I don’t know who I used to be

But it certainly isn’t me

And the more and more I drink

I am afraid

That I’m just killing myself

Got me fearing for my health

I’m scared that hell is just a place on Earth

And I pray to god I leave before

Satan pours another drink

I’m just living like a man

I’m just living like a man on fire

I just don’t care that much

I’m just living like a man

I’m just living like a man on fire

I just don’t care that much

Combustible, confused, and free

I no longer see that coast

That I always used to see

And I think it drifted far from me

Why am I talking to a ghost

That I’ve never even seen

When I haven’t even heard you speak?

You said the months go by so quick

Maybe you’re just full of shit

You’re never last, I’m sorry I just said that

Maybe life was just a bet

That I lost to drugs and cigarettes

I’m just living like a man

I’m just living like a man on fire

I just don’t care that much

I’m just living like a man

I’m just living like a man on fire

I just don’t care that much

In my mind

I will wander that way

Till I see

The fire escape

My teeth are rottin' away

I’ve leathered all my skin

And my blood is getting thin

I’m just living like a man

I’m just living like a man on fire

I just don’t care that much

I’m just living like a man

I’m just living like a man on fire

I just don’t care that much