Hollow - Matriarchs

My mind is assaulted

I’m slowly crumbling inside

Into a place where everything is burning me alive

So who am I to believe that the best were the ones who Never cared for me

And who am I to believe that the system that I am meant To live in will not see

I just gave my everything to the ones who never gave a Damn about me

It’s funny how I could write all the songs but there are Ones that don’t care

about a thing

And I can see that it’s in my heart

I don’t want to sing like this

It’s not the perfect me

But it’s what I chose

Are you listening

They said they’d call me back

But but they’re still with you on the other line

I’m trying but I can’t forgive

It’s one too many steps

Its turned into

Eye for an eye

Ill say

I won’t let you in

And now I’m suffering to get you back with everything I Said

Cuz the hole inside of my head

Is blurring out all of my vision

And it’s pushing me to be a part of my own incarceration

This could change it all

They said they’d call me back

But but they’re still with you on the other line

I’m trying but I can’t forgive

It’s one too many steps

Its turned into

Eye for an eye

Ill say

I won’t let you in

And now I’m suffering to get you back

With everything I said

With everything I’ve said

I feel it in my chest

Burn it down

Take it all to the ground

I felt it burn

Felt it shake

Hear it over the sound

I’m burning out

Every other day

I wish I that I could be a part of you

This isn’t how you punish me why don’t you tell the truth

Don’t fake

So speak

Or go

Away