Intoxicated - Marqus Clae, Rashad

I turned your heart cold

I’m smoking more weed

You popping narcos, hiding my car keys

In the middle of the night I riddle back and forth

Playing in my mental watching you sleep

Praying for sentimental moments again

When we were more than just friends

I used to play in your hair

You used to moisture my skin

We was connected like the cable box

But the channel changed and now the only thing I watch-

Is my window pane

Rain thumping, brain, veins cluttered with thoughts

Got me feeling with extra thumps in my heart

Stuck in the dark

I left about 100 voicemails on your cell

Waiting for my message bubble to deliver

You got me blocked like the dam in the Colorado river

I’m drowning in my sorrow and the puddle’s getting bigger

You used to be my bitch

I used to be your nigga

But sometimes life could force and beg us to differ

You the only one I wanna talk to when I’m drunk

I got so much shit to say, I hope I don’t fuck up

Cause I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

You the only one I wanna talk to when I’m drunk

I got so much shit to say, I hope I don’t fuck up

Cause I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

Uh, lately I been feeling apologetic

I’m sending you this letter, I hope you get the message

I’m sorry I was immature and selfish

I was stuck in my pride without the awareness that you was feeling helpless

Enjoyed the feeling of freedom and fucking bad bitches

I was ignoring my heart and I used to clash with it

I felt the disconnection

The kind of conversation where we texting

At night I tried to sleep but end up restless

I made mistakes but I’m human, all the statistics prove it

20% of my brain that I’m using got me stupid

The other 80% is lost somewhere in the music

And that shit is 100% confusing

I was just fucking them girls, I was gon' get right back

My conscious telling me «Dawg, why you do some shit like that?»

They say you don’t know what you have until you lost it

And the quickest way to lose it is by thinking that you got it

Story of my life

You the only one I wanna talk to when I’m drunk

I got so much shit to say, I hope I don’t fuck up

Cause I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

You the only one I wanna talk to when I’m drunk

I got so much shit to say, I hope I don’t fuck up

Cause I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

I’m fucked up

So much shit to say (So much)

So much shit to say (Ho)

So much shit to say (Na, na, na, na, na)

So much shit to say

So much shit to say

So much shit to say

So much shit to say

So much shit to say

So much shit to say

So much shit to say

So much shit to say

So much shit to say