Zero - Marina Maximilian

So many moments I waited for you

To knock on my door and ask if I do

Alone in my home I dressed up for you

To give me a call

Or ask if I need you

I try to move on

I try to look pretty

I try to be good to myself with no pity

I met a good guy

I make a good living

I buried our past

And started forgiving

I love the life outside

You love the sofa

I’ve got the urge to move

You're watching Oprah

Now suddenly you

Come out of the blue

Thought I was unready

While waiting for you

Well I thought it through

I thought it through

We used to have it all

I know I played my role

We shared a goal

You used to be my hero

But you dragged us down to zero

You said it's just a puff

But easily just one is not enough

You used to be my hero

But you dragged us down to zero

When I was a girl It seemed so mysterious

Why didn’t it work

While we were so serious

As if the darkness

Was part of our pact

And now as a woman

I see that in fact

Our beautiful love

Was only potential

We had a lack of

Something essential

Yes we had a lack

Of something essential

It's not confidential that

I love the life outside

You love the sofa

I've got the urge to move

You're watching Oprah

Now suddenly you

Come out of the blue

Thought I was unready

While waiting for you

Well I thought it through

I thought it through

We used to have it all

I know I played my role

We shared a goal

You used to be my hero

But you dragged us down to zero

You said it's just a puff

But easily just one is not enough

You used to be my hero

But you dragged us down to zero

You you you it's always about you

For years I believed it was true

I was seeing you in every painting

In every corner or clue

Thinking in loops

Sinking into

Dreaming about you

C'mon wake up

I got better things to do

Got better things to do