Mobile - Manna

I still remember

but at the times it comes as just a sudden fright

a wave of emptiness

a cold lonely feeling in the night

what did I do

who were you

I don’t want to never ever deny

wanted you but had to let go

hollow space when you were taken away

days of numbness, months of sadness, weeks of pain

what would you have been

if you only could have stayed here in this world

from my core, empty womb ripped blooded to the bone

please know that you’re always here with me

for me you still are real

I feel you, hear you, you’re not gone

who gives away what they would love the most?

I’m a monster in a mother’s disguise

Oh I look ahead

I try to forget

I hear my children play

I hear a bird that flew away

I have two that stayed

I have two

I have two

I don’t have you

a part of me, your sweet weight on my every step

a longing sadness I’ll forever carry deep

Oh I look ahead

I try to forget

I hear my children play

I hear a bird that flew away

I have two that stayed

I have two

I have two

I don’t have you

Oh I look ahead

I try to forget

I hear my children play

I hear a bird that flew away

I have two that stayed

I have two

I have two

I don’t have you