Thank God I'm Alive - Manic Drive, Matthew Parker

I’m learning how to cope

With heaven calling you home

And we’ll try to be strong with all this going on

We’ll just try to keep trying I suppose

Confuse how to deal with this

Its kinda messed if I’m being real with it

And we’ll try to get by, try to get by

But its hard to disguise how we feel

But you pray to God in the evening

You’re grateful that you see another day

And even though your hearts is grieving

Still you bow your head and say

«I don’t wanna live life jaded

Don’t wanna waist my time feeling victimized

Reminded in my darkest moments

To thank God I’m alive»

I’m learning how to grieve

Its been a couple days since you had to leave

And I can’t comprehend I won’t see you again

In this life, in this reality

I’m not sure how to deal with this

I find it hard trying to find peace with it

And thoughts run through my head as we lay you to rest

I remember the time when you said

To pray to God in the evening

Be grateful that I see another day

Reminded in my darkest moments

To thank God I’m alive

Reminded in my darkest moments

To thank God I’m alive…

Did heaven tell you mom?

I’m gonna have a son

And I’ll be a good dad

He’ll have love like I had

And I promise one day to teach him

To never go and live life jaded

To waste your precious time feeling victimized

Remember in your darkest moments

To thank God we’re alive…

I don’t wanna live, I don’t wanna live jaded…