Texas - Mallrat

You think you look better, I know you feel worse

If nothing were numb, I think something would hurt

I’ve seen this before, never thought you’d be her

You’re young and you’re precious, your laugh is infectious

Your heart’s big as Texas, don’t think you’re reckless

But maybe you strayed from the cross on your necklace

And now I feel selfish 'cause I miss my best friend

Still skipping breakfast and higher than Everest

Slowing down the time, you can say you’re fine

But this is too familiar, you know it runs in mine

I don’t wanna fight or overstep the line

But this is too familiar, you know it runs in mine

I’m sleeping all day for my baby

It’s my cotton ball putting up another wall, way of escaping

Being awake isn’t what I wanna be, I wanna be asleep

Or I wanna be a bird, or I wanna be a tree

Or be living by the sea, I don’t wanna be a creep

I wanna be asleep

Dreams would be nice but then nothing is fine for now

I should have more on my mind

I don’t mind but I say that we’re fine

I’m inanimate I’m not a fan of it

Honestly thinking that something is up

I know you’re the same but I’m not gonna ask

What would I ask?

(Not gonna ask)

Slowing down the time, you can say you’re fine

But this is too familiar, you know it runs in mine

I don’t wanna fight or overstep the line

But this is too familiar, you know it runs in mine

Slowing down the time, you can say you’re fine

But this is too familiar, you know it runs in mine

I don’t wanna fight or overstep the line

But this is too familiar, you know it runs in mine

Different things and picking on dreams

And picking on me when I tried picking you up

Tried not giving you up

And when I die, I’ll ask if I did enough

I’ll pray that I’ll live to know that I did

Pray for your weight and you wait for your freight

That you ordered online and I say

Boxes arrived I try waking you up again

Doctors arrived, you were taking too much again

Somebody said I say, «Thank you» too much again

Back to school late and without any lunch again

I’m not giving you up

No one’s heart feels pretty on the outside

Lies you tell are pretty much outright

And I hate it when we speak

Counting sheep, I’m tryna sleep

Your heart’s big as Texas

Your heart’s big as Texas

Your heart’s big as Texas

Your heart’s big as Texas

Your heart’s big as Texas

Your heart’s big as Texas

Your heart’s big as Texas

Your heart’s big as Texas

Your heart’s big as Texas

Your heart’s big as Texa-