My Worst - Madilyn, Madilyn Bailey

Spent the last year with my thoughts

Doing yoga and a detox, drinking

Green tea and I stopped watching TV

I thought that I was doing better

My demons were waiting for the

Right chance to come right back

Lost my friends, killed my plants, oh well

Nothing ever lasts forever

My dominoes in a row

Watch me knock 'em over

Only one way I can go

At the top of the roller-coaster

When things are at their best I become the worst

You can’t break my heart if I break it first

I wonder when it’s good, how bad it’s gonna hurt

'Cause some part of me thinks that’s what I deserve, so

I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, yeah

I become my worst, my worst, my worst

When I’m stressed out, I get busy, forget

To eat, get real skinny, then I

Worry that I’m wasting

Half my twenties being worried

Building up my hearts of cards

Watch me knock it over

It’s like I wanna fall apart

At the top of the roller-coaster

When things are at their best I become the worst

You can’t break my heart if I break it first

I wonder when it’s good, how bad it’s gonna hurt

'Cause some part of me thinks that’s what I deserve, so

I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, yeah

I become my worst, my worst, my worst