Poison - Madchild

That’s no other feelin' on earth

I try to feel

But it hurts

I feel like a million miles away

Dealin' with this poison

It felt so far away

Lookin' back I’ve realized

I was just hidin' from the pain

Check, my head was constantly in the clouds

That’s why I feel like I’m lost in space

Dealin' with this poison

Yo, I amm lucky just to be alive

'Cause I’ve pushed it to the limit

Now I’ve realized

Listen

I shouldn’t even be here

So every night I thank God

That I can think and see clear

Lost in space and feelin' stranded

I was on a mothership

And I’ve finally landed

People that I love

They didn’t leaved me stranded

So I’m back to finish what we started

How we planned it

'Cause after black magic

This will attract savage

Went from above average

Down to a drug addict

The devil on my shoulder with a pitchfork

Piss-poor

Thinking what the hell do I do this for?

But now I’m back

And I can kill on the freestyle

But you won’t see my smile

Cause I’m embarrassed of my teeth now

Takin' pills

Now the sugar did a number on them

And that just one of another other hundred problems

I’m an ugly goblin

I’m a dirty troll

Misguided angel with a bruised face and hurtin' soul

Sittin' in the corner

Staring out into a distance

Truly like a zombie

Hospital gown and wrist band

Listen

That’s no other feelin' on earth

I try to feel

But it hurts

I feel like a million miles away

Dealin' with this poison

It’s nothin' like it

And that’s the problem

I felt like I was a million miles away

I see clearly now, tho

Shit’s real

Two years later

Now I write the second verse

I’m on the verge of blowing up on every record burst

I don’t even think about some coke

And grabbin' opiates

I’m makin' money now from snappin' like a scorpion

Shows sober, now 'causelife is full of choices

My voice makes a girl’s pussy moist as some oysters

And every night I like to find myself another groupie

Without a straw stuck up her nose

And fucking perfect boobies

That means that she ain’t high on cocaine

Hard to have a conversation with a girl with no brain

Not that I really wanna talk a lot

I’m tired from the show

Just rub my back and make my cock a rock

Yeah, and suck it like you mean it

Pretend my dick’s a big rock of crack

And you’re fiendin'

Not that I’ve leaned to fuck for hours without drinking

Lookin' back

I don’t even know what I was thinking

That’s no other feelin' on earth

I try to feel

But it hurts

I feel like a million miles away

Dealin' with this poison

How many of you understand real pain

Livin' inside of real trap

A day to day trap

Everyday of your life

It’s hard to explain

That’s no other feelin' like it

I’m so thankful now I can finally see clear

I’m livin' life now