Idk What - Love-Sadkid, Garrett., Jay Squared

Lately I been dropping all my calls

Lately I been ignoring the emails

Working hard to get a couple records on the wall

Day to day a race to pay attention to the detail

I just wanna break, start to think sometimes that I might fall

See my friends all having fun without me there

I breathe air through the lungs that make me revenue

Incredible

Wish that I could hate without the residue of youth

I just wanna pick apart the pedestal that

You used to move on

The charisma you faked just to keep strong

And all the lies that you’re fated for a new dawn

I just hope it never takes long

I just hope it never takes long

Cause I know I ain’t got strength just to stay warm

And change?

To be frank leaves me sleeping with the shades drawn

I hate y’all, and I hate that my brain feels like napalm

Just to state if I break I’ll keep going just to save moms

But til then every day is the same song

I don’t know what

I don’t really know what you want from me

I don’t really know what you want from me

2014 I was tired as hell, started doing shows

Gonna go on the road, but I learned I was broke

Left pops house, felt real low but I still had hope

2015 I gave up my health, smoking cigarettes just to hunt down death

Getting bigger in a major major way

350lbs carried major weight

2016 lost the love of my life

Made her cheeks so damn red when she cried

Should’ve known better than to rock with a rat chick

Had nowhere to go had to move back to daddy’s

Now I’m not making much, but I’m making it happen

I wonder life would be dawg without this rapping

This rapping thing is a part of me pardon me

If I don’t listen to what you’d want from me though

I don’t really know what you want from me

I don’t really know what you want from me