The Monster - Lolita

I couldn’t wait for you

You left me thinking

Not with my heart

I was too busy breaking, slowly like torture

Busy waiting on her

Patient busy wasting, away

Fast, too fast

I had to focus on me when i met you

I’m sorry that you had to feel it

If I had to leave, it’s not me to forget you

If i could forget it’d be evil

I’m already evil to so many people

You see it in me and don’t mean to

So much that you make me believe you

So much that you make me believe you

(hook)

Can we do over cause i wasn’t ready

I was out of control, it was over already

Said i hated you but that was the molly

That wasn’t me, i was lit when i said it

I had a hell of a life i guess i should say that

I trust nobody, i tried to work on it

Can we do over cause i wasn’t ready

I was out of control, but this go i’ll be honest

I was to lit off the low when i when i blocked you

I woke up and didn’t even know it

I meant it that time when i said that i got you

But i don’t feel like me when i am sober

Trying but i think it’s over

I am lying, i hate you, come over

It’s love when you feel like you don’t know what

But love is just love nigga so what

If love is just love to you, so what

You talk to me like there was no us

And if you text my phone i’ll be cordial

But don’t ask for a hit when i roll up

Your aura is only nostalgic now

But i really can’t fuck with you aura

You changed on me on the low

I only wish i would have known

(hook)

Can we do it over cause i wasn’t ready

I was out of control, it was over already

Said that i hate you but that was the molly

That wasn’t me, i was lit when i said it

Had a hell of a life i guess i should say that

I think you just hate how i play that

Can we do over cause i wasn’t ready

I was out of control, but this go i’ll be honest

Where did you go

I’m not a monster x 2

Where did you go

I’m not a monster x 2

I’ve got a soul

I’m not a monster x 3

You wouldn’t know

Not a monster

Got a soul

You wouldn’t know

Got control

(Hook)