I Don't Know What I'm Doing Anymore - Lissie

Logically I’m not listening to myself

Why I can’t walk away

I need to put it up on my neatly dusted shelf

And just dream of another day

I don’t know what I’m doing anymore

And I don’t know why I persist

I don’t know what I’m doing anymore

Why I long for those fabulous lips and home

Forever indebted to his curiosities

Though I see it as a threat

Oh but all that he has taught me

Through his neglect

Mutual admiration

Aimless fascination

It’s so vexing

A complex fling

Of things he’ll never know

There’s too much to hear

The will is not there

I’m worth it, I, I swear

I don’t know what I’m doing anymore

And I don’t know why I persist

I don’t know what I’m doing anymore

How’d I get myself back into this?

He loves me like passing at night

A rhyme that he writes but sometimes forgets

And I will get just what I need

I will end up right where I’m supposed to be

And I refuse to be that she

So, baby, I know you won’t

But don’t cry for me 'cause

You don’t know what you’re doing anymore

And you don’t know why you resist

You don’t know what you’re doing anymore

Why you long for these fabulous lips, fabulous home

You don’t know, no, no, no, no, no

And you don’t know, no, no, no, no, no, no

I don’t know, no, no, no, no, no

Yeah, oh, why I long for those fabulous lips and home