Admittance - Like Pacific

How can I celebrate?

You never committed to a date

You couldn’t give to me, a chance to say

Welcome home enjoy your stay

Am I the advocate, don’t tell me how it is

Sugar coat the way I’ve been;

too far from direction

You’re either right beside me or you are miles away

Forget about my expectations, you got your way

Welcome to admittance, you say you’ve been through this

But my head, it says different, you treat me like a vacation

You’re gonna fit right in

Spent my time staring out the window of my hell

It’s always fucking raining in my head

Am I supposed to take you by the hand?

We’ve tried that

Now you are using someone else’s skin just to make me feel upset

All you are is a voice on the phone

Is my health not enough to bring you home?

You’re either right beside me or you are miles away

Forget about my expectations, you got your way

Welcome to admittance, you say you’ve been through this

But my head, it says different, you treat me like a vacation

If you read this please don’t come home to me

You’re what I want and what I don’t need

Someone who is not here physically

Will you sacrifice my missing piece?

My missing piece

You’re either right beside me or you are miles away

Forget about my expectations, you got your way

Welcome to admittance, you say you’ve been through this

But my head, it says different, you treat me like a vacation

My missing piece