Grow Up - Letters From The Fire

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

I’ve used you like the crutch for my excuse for too long

That’s why I feel stuck, that’s why nothing adds up

So what?

So what?

I can’t keep blaming you for everything that’s gone wrong

I know you had a fucked up time too, remember?

So what?

So what?

And I had to raise myself, I never told you

That it almost killed me, filled me with so much insecurity

Host your broken dreams on me

To make me become what you’ll never be

Time to grow, it’s time to grow up

It’s time, I’m sick, so sick, I’m fed up

It’s time to throw it all away

To leave it in the gutter, life starts today

I just know that if I ever had a daughter too

I’d never leave her side especially not so soon

But so what?

So what?

Those two guys that took my innocence away that day

And you just closed your eyes, paralyzed and walked away

And guess what?

I grew up

Just like you didn’t see me stuff my face and throw it all up again

I cried, I begged 'cause I just needed a friend

Now that I’m stronger what hurts me the most

Is to watch my siblings' lives get fucked because of you both

Time to grow, it’s time to grow up

It’s time, I’m sick, so sick, I’m fed up

It’s time to throw it all away

To leave it in the gutter, life starts today

And I can’t blame or shame you anymore than I have

At the end of the day it’s for my mom and my dad

And I’m grateful for everything that brought me to here

Every bruise that I got, every scar, every tear

Everything is as if you can’t go on any longer

Just have to remember

What doesn’t kill ya only makes you stronger

Time to grow, it’s time to grow up

It’s time, I’m sick, so sick, I’m fed up

It’s time to throw it all away

To leave it in the gutter, life starts today