Running - Lauren Cimorelli

Maybe it’s just my trust issues

Maybe it’s the thought of being with you

Maybe it’s just you

Maybe you should already be gone

Maybe I should just let you move on

But I don’t want you to

So I push you away then I pull you back

Have another panic attack

I tell you I’m crazy but you say that you can handle that

And I’ll start crying when you say that we shouldn’t be friends

And I’ll sit in your truck wishing this would never end

But we both know that soon I’ll be running again

(I'm running…) I’m running again

This has been messing with my sleeping patterns

I’ve been throwing up in the bathroom

Get home and I’m alone I can’t process what’s happening

Every time I think I’m over it, these feelings come back even stronger

Think I might explode if I hold them in any longer

Coming to my window cause I left my charger in your car

Driving to the middle of nowhere nobody knows where we are

But you’d never pressure me and try to take it too far

Don’t know why this is so hard

You say that I’m such a good person but I’m definitely worse than you

Cause the things you do and what you say I swear your perfect

Gotta go cause it’s my curfew

I don’t wanna hurt you

The more that time goes by the more I realize that I don’t deserve you

So I push you away then I pull you back

Have another panic attack

I tell you I’m crazy but you say that you can handle that

And I’ll start crying when you say that we shouldn’t be friends

And I’ll sit in your truck wishing this would never end

But we both know that soon I’ll be running again

(I'm running…) I’m running again

I’ll shut you out then let you in

And I’ll go and talk to all your friends

Say I’m done then do it all over again

And I’ll tell you things I’ve never said

And I’ll keep on messing with your head

And I’m killing you

But somehow I’m the one that ends up dead

So I push you away and I pull you back

Break your heart right in half

You want me to be your baby

But I don’t think that I can handle that

And I know I’m lying when I say that we’re only just friends

But I’m a time bomb there’s only one way this could end

Don’t get too close

Cause soon I’ll be running again

(I'm running…) I’m running again

(I'm running…)

Soon I’ll be running again