When I'm Gone - Landon Tewers

I was up late last night

Thinking back on old times

I never lived in the moment

I couldn’t see what I had

I was evil, I was sick

Living two lives, neither fit

I must’ve swallowed a thousand pills

I should be with every friend

And oh, I lose control

I fell so deep to find my worth

So when I’m gone don’t lose sleep

I’m at home and I’ve found peace

It’s not your fault

You would scream

I gave my heart but I was weak

I still crave the things that helped erase

The memories I can’t face

I leave them all displaced

And I grew colder in this room

Prepared myself to lose

The ones who pushed me through, oh

So when I’m gone don’t lose sleep

I’m at home and I’ve found peace

It’s not your fault

You would scream

I gave my heart but I was weak

I spend these days now

At war with who I was

To prove myself to ones

Who kept breath in my lungs

So when I’m gone don’t lose sleep

I’m at home and I’ve found peace (I've found peace)

It’s not your fault

You would scream

I gave my heart but I was weak