Ups & Downs - KYLE

How brave do I become when truly loved?

My overwhelmin' feels are overcome

I might even hit the blunt

And I don’t do that for anyone, no

Ooh

I think I’ma dance for the first time in a long time

Ooh

I might even laugh like I mean it

Come on, baby, say it like you mean it

You gonna be alright, baby

Alright, you know you’re gonna be fine

You’re gonna be alright, baby

Hey Kyle, how you doin'?

What is this dream you’re pursuin'?

What are these feelings you mention?

(What?)

Are you from a different dimension?

(Are you?)

My nigga, do you have dementia?

Why is you rappin' 'bout happy?

Think about all the bad shit that happens (Yeah)

You know that inside, you feel crappy

Okay, yup, how did you guess?

Skrrt, I am a wreck

I set a record for bein' upset

Truthfully, honestly, I am a mess

I am depressed, I am obsessed

With self-deprecating and blamin' myself

Socially lyin', denyin' the help

I’m holdin' up like pants missing a belt

But it ain’t so bad (No, no)

Look what I be on

I’m on TV, mom

My nigga, I am a phenom

My chick is outta this world (World, what?)

Yeah, badder than Zenon

When I need somebody to lean on

I put that Cudi CD on

In my spare time, punchin' walls, fuckin' up my hand

I know that shit sounds super cray

But if you had this life, you’d understand

Everything’s a lot o' up and down

But I ain’t gonna let it get me down

No (No, no)

Ups and downs

Ups (No) and downs

Yo, ayy

2016 hit me like a bag o' bricks, yup

2017 switched up, like ooh, it’s lit (It's lit!)

Yo, I nearly had a mental breakdown

And eight months later, had a hit (Yup)

I guess life is like box a chocolates, huh

You never know what you finna get

Haha, yeah

Think about this 'fore you flip

There’s always two sides o' the coin

Come on, man, you gotta keep goin'

You blessed, nigga, you don’t even know it

Sittin' there, lookin' all stoic, hmm

Bein' stiff, you should be stoked, hmm

You can smile even if you broke, yo

You can be a Budden or a Boat, true

Yeah, trust me, believe me, I been there too

Down on my luck, I was just like you

Singin' the same damn sad old song

Boo hoo (Yeah, hoo)

But you’ll be fine, it’ll all be fine

It’s just in your mind, yep (Mmm)

Da, da, da, da, ayy

Ups and downs

Ups and downs

Lil-Lil-Lil-Lil Boat, Lil Boat Lil Boat, Lil Boat

Yo, yo, wassup, buddy?

It’s your conscience

My… my conscience?

Yeah, you know, th-the voice in your head that tells you when you fuckin' up?

Like uh, Jiminy Cricket?

Ugh, yes, like Jiminy Cricket, you Disney-ass motherfucker

Now, now listen up, man.

You gotta leave that negativity shit in the past.

That shit is old, bro.

How you supposed to grow up if you ain’t even glowed up?

Uh, what, what the fuck are you talkin' about?

Don’t trip dawg, follow me.

I’ma show you

You comin'?