Mistakes - Kublai Khan TX

I sink again

Goddammit, I want to break all I do is bend

I’m sick of waiting.

On fucking maybes

I’ll twiddle my thumbs while you

Make up your mind that

We’re not worth the time and

Fucking effort never

Resentment rests in my bed

No sleep for me.

Hang by a thread

Worth-less self worth

I sink lower

I wasn’t

Always like this

Heart break

Reshapes

But it cannot erase our mistakes

I push through

What else can I do?

Just push through what else can we?

Such a bitter bitch life is

To discover you’re not worth shit

Not what others want to see

Not even who you wanna be

I dig deeper

Maybe my problem is me

Still there’s got to be more

Were we meant to live this way?

To drift away?

I refuse

To believe

There’s no way out

Tunnel visions got me seeing

Little past this sour feeling

Patience and clarity

Grant me new strength

Somethings aren’t meant to last

My nature’s to the live the past but it

Proves to do me no good

I’m thankful for you

Gave me love gave me time gave me you but

No more

Time will pass on