Voices - Kembe X

I just want like five Cuban links, and a

Make my jacket mink, and a

Eat that pussy pink, and a

Got Wolfy on the beat

Voices in my head, push me to the edge

I didn’t take my meds, smokin' dope instead

Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights

I’m just tryna earn some great days working long nights

Voices in my head, push me to the edge

Tryna take my peace, so I leave they ass on read

Sometimes I feel like a fuckin' rose that ain’t grow right

Make me wonder do they got a heaven for a low life?

(Uh)

I am psychotic, fake idiotic

Junior high teacher said I’m retarded

Think he was mad 'cause I used to argue

Authority figures hated my logic

Very few friends, was socially starvin'

Didn’t mean shit, was chillin' without 'em

The ones that I had, I know that they proud

We all from somewhere that’s close to the bottom

My parents was enemies, pops ain’t around

But when he was, he fought every mornin'

Granddaddy, uncles was clutchin' the bottle

Still at they mama’s, don’t get me started

My uncle Gary can’t stay out of jail

Sellin' that dope, he on the corner

Rusty got fucked up from smokin' that wet

Still used to read me the scriptures he wanted

All the time spent by them, why I don’t bit my tongue?

I cannot stand fake shit, can’t even sit by them

Learn how to chill on my own, got an idea, lightbulb

If I control myself then I’ma win, I know

Learned my lesson, I gotta learn how to listen

And focus on how I’m blessed, can’t neglect them like CPS

I can’t let 'em dilute my essence, fluorescence on VVS’s

Niggas wanna see me stress so I leave 'em with unread messages

'Cause these voices in my head, push me to the edge

I didn’t take my meds, smokin' dope instead

Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights

I’m just tryna earn some great days working long nights

Voices in my head, push me to the edge

Tryna take my peace, so I leave they ass on read

Sometimes I feel like a fuckin' rose that ain’t grow right

Make me wonder do they got a heaven for a low life?

(Uh, Lucy, Lucy)

They say, «A.D.D.,» I say, «Oh, not interested»

Told me I’m bipolar, I don’t know, you ain’t convinced me yet

Been through major pain, bitch, I’m a soldier like salute

Ain’t no bad vibes in my crew, you come wrong, you get the boot

Everything come with a price, ain’t no work fall overnight

I can’t buy into the hype, workin' hard, my future bright

Used to pop an Addy pill, now it’s blunts of chlorophyll

Newton Law, I stay in motion, I’m ahead, I flourish still

'Cause these voices in my head, push me to the edge

I didn’t take my meds, smokin' dope instead

Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights

I’m just tryna earn some great days working long nights

Voices in my head, push me to the edge

Tryna take my peace, so I leave they ass on read

Sometimes I feel like a fuckin' rose that ain’t grow right

Make me wonder do they got a heaven for a low life?

(Uh)

Voices in my head, push me, edge, edge

I didn’t take my meds, smokin' dope instead

Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights

I’m just tryna earn some great days working long nights