Pulsar - Julian Cope

I’ve been awake too long and I’m wondering why

I have to sell my world for a piece of pie

When everything gets hard, everyone grows cold

You have to wait to die and you’re growing old

I’ve been awake too long and I’m wondering why

I think of all the times you could change your mind

I know my feelings well, least I think I know

And I was quite in love 'cause you told me so

I look around, I see what I think I be

I be a crowd of mystics all in a heap

And so you wore me out and you wore me down

I’m just a worn out shoe with my soul in the ground

And so I slapped your face though my hands were tied

And you’ll be pleased to know now they’re by my side

Here I stand awaiting a loving command

Here I stand awaiting a loving command

Here I stand awaiting a loving command

Here I stand awaiting a loving command

I’ve been awake too long and I’m wondering why

I think of all the times you could change your mind

I see the sun shine through at the memory

And I could cry, cry, cry at the memory

And so you chew me up and you spit me out

You’re face to face with love, I can see the doubt

The conversation too, it was too unreal

Don’t have to tell me, honey, that’s the way I feel