Die Too - Jpaulished

I don’t really think

That you know me

Quite like you do

If you only knew the shit

Going on inside of my room

It be looking like

If you looking right

Never mind you probably

Never wanna look inside

Cause you’d probably find

That you just wanna die too

I mean I never knew

That I was like this

I never thought

I’d get the confidence to actually write this

I say that i’m alright

Alone at night

My feelings fight it

I never had a girl

Cause I ain’t met one feeling like this

I’m a lonely soldier

Fucking sad story

Coming from a broken home

Parents broke in half story

I was only 12

11 years after that story

Brings you to the present

I’m depressed my life is mad boring

But there’s a good side too

I got a microphone

That I can tell you

My life through

Even when nobody there

I feel like I have you

Hopefully somebody care about this

Like I do

I don’t really think

That you know me

Quite like you do

If you only knew the shit

Going on inside of my room

It be looking like

If you looking right

Never mind you probably

Never wanna look inside

Cause you’d probably find

That you just wanna die too

I’m in constant battle with myself

Look into the mirror

Say I love you

Say I hate myself

No I’d never hang myself

But I done thought about it

Just a few times

Thinking if it save me

Like a coupon

But I know it’d do wrong

To all my fucking family

So i move on

Turn the page a new day

Wake up its a new life

Fight another crusade

Sleep away a few nights

I know you got some true pain

If only you just knew mine

I don’t really think

That you know me

Quite like you do

If you only knew the shit

Going on inside of my room

It be looking like

If you looking right

Never mind you probably

Never wanna look inside

Cause you’d probably find

That you just wanna die too