Things Will Never Change - Jam in the Van, Trash Panda

Yesterday I felt golden\nLike the sun was in my blood\nBut today you’ve got me feelin'\nColder than the fog on the bay\nCold in my bones, another cloudy day\nI’m holding onto the way you’ve been making me feel lately\nPushing down all the words I never wanna say\nI’m holding onto the things you’ve been saying you’ll do for me\nAnd I’m starting to think things will never change\nThe way I come apart\nBrain fog after two drinks\nAnd you know I can’t handle a crowd\nBut he slurps up the smiles\nLike a kid sippin' on OJ\nAnd I can’t help but wonder if she likes 'em loud\nI’m self reflecting again\nPlace a codependent bid\nTime to draw back in, maybe go for a ride\nTo think things out some more, cause\nI’m holding onto the way you’ve been making me feel lately\nPushing down all the words I never wanna say\nI’m holding onto the things you’ve been saying you’ll do for me\nAnd I’m starting to think things will never change\nYesterday I felt golden\nLike the sun was in my blood\nBut today you’ve got me feelin'\nColder than the fog on the bay\nCold in my bones, another cloudy day\nSo I’m letting go of the way you’ve been making me feel lately\nLoose my grip on the thoughts that drown out the truth\nI’m letting go of the stories weaving themselves together behind the scenes\nThen when they’re gone I’ll just relax with you\nLa da da da da da da da da da da\nLa da da da da da da da da da da\nLa da da da da da da da da da da\nLa da da da da da da da da da da