Easy - Jam in the Van, Emily Kinney

I am easy

I am weak

When I hear you start to speak

Across some great stage, we’ll call the bed

I work so hard just to be easy instead

Oh, I am easy

But I’m not loved

No, my whole body is never enough

I practice patience;

I pray for will

But when you come around I can’t sit still

And I would pay a million dollars for a train at midnight

To Philadelphia to sleep by your side

A million miles from Atlanta to Greenpoint Avenue

I travel hard just to be easy for you

I am easy

Always the same

I never whisper your perfect name

I cover scratches left on my chin

I was your smoke smells from my white skin

And in my stomach are butterflies

I calm their flutter with your little white lies

And I would pay a million dollars for a train at midnight

To Philadelphia to sleep by your side

A million miles from Atlanta to Greenpoint Avenue

I travel hard just to be easy for you

You’re like a secret that I write down

Stuffed in my shirt sleeve

No one has found out

This little secret keeps gainin' weight

Being easy can be hard to take

Being easy can be hard to take

You’ve got these rough spots

I’ll rub 'em down

I want to show you I’m not just some easy girl you found

Let’s go to Paris, lets go to Rome

You’re like a hotel I keep wishin' was my home

You’re like a hotel I mistake for a home

And I would pay a million dollars for a train at midnight

To Philadelphia to sleep by your side

A million miles from Atlanta to Greenpoint Avenue

I travel hard just to be easy for you