Real Life Fantasy - Ja Rule

bright light big stages bad habbits

get high got to prison and invade taxes

this is not what i invison

when i started rapping.

f-ck the mansions, the pantoms, the sweets, the cabanas

beacuse none of that matters when the mirror shatters

all i see is pieces of me scattered

is it a miracle or is it madness?

because when i puts it all together it freflexs this,

and this is me about as you gonna get to insanity or genius

my real life fantasy

is this my life or am i dreaming

i can’t lie i don’t believe it iiiii… i don’t believe it iiiii… is this my life

talking fantasies, they’re more twistes then memories

i never thought gotti would leave the game like d r e never thought shanti would ever stop reppin the team,

and the f-ck is lloyd hooking up with the enemies

if this was 03 i would have told you,

you was crazy if you told me this is what it would be i miss vita caddy black child charlie,

i thought we were tighter then the marleys … family

but i guess you can’t be, in an industry theres nothing but envy,

jealousy … please nobody be friend me!

nah, my real life fantasy

is this my life or am i dreaming

i can’t lie i don’t believe it iiiii… i don’t believe it iiiii… is this my life