how you feel now - Ilham

Wake up, wake up, know that I’ma do this

You’re lookin', lookin', know that I’m the smoothest

You’re feelin', feelin' threatened 'cause I’m in this

I’m in this bitch, you know it, tried to push me out, you lost it, yeah

Open up your eyes, see me there

You try coming in with no care

Showing you what’s up, showing you what’s up

I’ma make you live with fear (ohh)

I’m feelin', I’m feelin', I’m feelin', I’m feelin' alive

You lookin', you lookin', you lookin' like you wanna to cry

I trusted, I trusted, I trusted you when you reached out

But then you tried to play me, use me

Thought I was gonna take it, tweakin', (huh)

You, you don’t give a fuck, fuck about me

The goal the vision, you don’t really care

You don’t really see

See, I see right through it all, all the misogyny (yeah)

Only thing that you first thought when you saw me

Is if you could hit it, boy, dare you to try me

I used to let this shit eat at my soul

It won’t leave me alone, my mind is just blown (yeah, yeah)

How does someone even get this low, no I won’t let it go

Cause people should know (yeah, yeah)

You said there was tension, your out of your mind

Sitting there talking, your wasting my time

I’m feelin', I’m feelin', I’m feelin', I’m feelin' alive

You lookin', you lookin', you lookin' like you wanna to cry

I trusted, I trusted, I trusted you when you reached out

But then you tried to play me, use me

Thought I was gonna take it, tweakin', (huh)

Fuck you thought this was, you don’t recognize, I see it all

Looking hella dumb, thinking i’m the one, to give you some

I’m out here tryna' work, you take advantage of younger ones

You acting like you know me, but i’m east coast bitch son

Pop it flip it, know i’m in it

Queensbridge kill it, watch me do it

Fuck you and your crew

I do it solo, I don’t need you (nah)

You are what wrong with this world

I don’t even know who gave birth to you cuz

You out here playing these games

Now you gotta sit as you watch me make moves

Hahahahahahahahahaha (2x)