Relapse - Horus The Astroneer

I just spent my last money on a pack of cigarettes

I’m gonna smoke all 20 then I’ll put myself to rest

Everything is all funny til you laugh yourself to death

It’s said a storm is coming I think this will be our test

Do we flop?

Or do we just dissolve into the clock?

Tell me what motivates you

To get ahead of the flock

Survival doesn’t find you

If you miss it you fucked

We all running from the same thing

Tryna keep up

I run in circles just to show

I’m everywhere at once

But y’all are catching up

And I have left myself in the dust

Hoping I open the right

Door but the motion I’m stuck in

Keeps me from sleeping at night

Look inside, I see nothing

Demons peaking through my eyes

Scoping for someone to bludgeon

This what happens when you lead a life

With none to trust in

I am not a violent man

But don’t tempt my hand

You must understand

This is where I stand

Cultivated from the sand

I have no control over the hatred in my land

Dysengage because the pain is something I can not withstand

Now I find my self in limbo

Searching for all the secrets

I’m stuck in purgatory

But something lies underneath it

There’s lessons to be learned

And advice to be headed

It’s way too late to turn back

It’s either take it or leave it

We had plans for something greater

Now I don’t see the reason

Accept defeat heart on my sleeve

Better luck next season

Tell me the reason

For the ideology that you preaching

The world has ended

Now it’s ours nothing left but to seize it

Dysengage