Counting Stones - Hemming

Is there something that I can’t see?

Something that just keeps haunting me

A stranger to the backs of my hands

So hard to explain, when you don’t understand

No I don’t know what I’m doing

Tell me what I’ve become

Cause I’m taking myself for granted

So scared I’m giving up

I am never thought that you could love me

I don’t know what I deserve

I reach for things so far above me

To find out what I’m worth

This time, I want to break

This time, I want to break

I can see right through the ground

And I’m counting every single stone

That’s how far I let you get me down

I’m not giving up, I’m letting go

I don’t know what I’m supposed to do

I can’t go through this again

I’m not sure I could ever love you

The way I always did

This time, I want you to break

This time, I want you to break

Cause I’ve held my head up for so long

I’ve had all I can take

This time, I want you to break

I won’t allow myself to tell you

I can’t allow myself to trust you

I won’t allow myself to give in

I can’t allow myself to love you

The walls are falling down around us

The walls are falling down again

I can’t allow myself to tell you

Cause I don’t want to see the end

This time, I want to break

This time, I want you to break

This time, I want it all to break