I Should Be Dead by Now - Hell Boulevard

I never think of consequences

Build up my defenses

Steady like a rock

I came to think of my pretenses

All my rotten chances

Never running out of fucks

What if I see my own offences

Questions with no answers

Have I paid enough?

And when I think of all the expenses

Cynical romances

Am I really bound to burn?

Life’s tried to kill me

But I’m dead since long

She’s tried to save me

But I’ve gone too far

She’s tried to school me

But I’m way too dumb

Until she breaks me, WRECKS me

I should be dead by now

My bane is always taking chances

Broken life commences

And I can’t get enough

Life is a bet and I’m the gambler

A prize for the pretender

Am I dead enough?