Cut off at the Knees - Heart Attack Man

Do you ever get the feeling that your life is not what it seems?

That it’s an endless cycle of fleeting pipe dreams?

All my expectations versus reality

Cut me cleanly at the knees

And instilled a sense of apathy

This compulsively unhappy world can get overbearing

Stare at the ceiling

I’m under siege of conflicting feelings

And I just want to feel happy

For more than five minutes at a time

Every now and then

'Cause sometimes I feel so inexplicably worthless

It’s so hard to feel a sense of direction or purpose

But the smallest of steps still at least gets me somewhere

Despite when I feel wholeheartedly that no one cares

And all the while I ask myself

Why do I keep on beating myself up for no reason?

Sometimes I feel so inexplicably worthless