Free Time - Happy Accidents

More free time

I need more free time

I need more free time

I need more free time

I need more free time

That would solve my problems

I think to myself as I stare down the clock and

I need more free time

I’d be so productive

I’d avoid boxsets that would be self destructive

I need more free time

But no do I really?

I’ve said that before to end up bored and lonely

I need more free time

Someone stop me thinking like a protagonist

This is not my story

I need cause to see

It’s about more than me

I need more free time

It’s been like three days

I would have never guessed quite how quick I’d lose my mind

I need more free time

Free of feeling worthless

Let me do anything

Give me sense of purpose

I need cause to see

It’s about more than me

I need cause to see

It’s about more than me

Something that I only think about from time to time

Is pressing up against my skull and running down my spine

I need an out, I need a break, can someone get me far away

I haven’t felt like this for years, or maybe months, or at least days

Do I need something to relax, or just a drastic change of view

A single stroke of luck to keep my face from knocking wood

Or against fist, or against wall, or against anything at all

In the days where I reflect can I expect to see much more?

I am like this, am I?

This is who I am

Catch myself in my reflection I am taken back

I am like this, am I?

This is who I am

I don’t wanna feel like this forever will there be an end?

Will there be an end?

I need cause to see

It’s about more than me

I need cause to see

It’s about more than me

I need more free time

I need more free time

Gimme three day weeks

I need more free time