Swallowing Knives - Handguns

You say it’s time for me to give in

And forgive and forget those awful things you did

You say it’s time for me to grow up

To know my age and act it

Bury the hatchet now

I’ve spent some time these past few nights

Alone in my head with an axe to grind

Loosing my mind, swallow my pride

It just feels like I have been swallowing knives

I can’t count

I can’t count how many times you’ve let me down

You’ve let me down

I’m so sick of pretending

(I'm so sick)

That I want you around

That I want you around

I’ve spent some time these past few nights

Alone in my head with an axe to grind

Loosing my mind, swallow my pride

It just feels like I have been swallowing knives