fading - Hamilton

Life’s fucking crazy

I think I’m fading

Always in the background

That’s where I’m staying

She gunned my fucking heart down

And replaced it

I have nothing left now

Man I hate it

Even if you tried to

You couldn’t save me

Always getting lied to

My life is wasting

I’m so fucking tired

My dreams are dead to me

I’m not gonna make it

The reaper next to me

Watching over every move

So much sleep I lose

Every night I contemplate

Like what the fuck to do

I don’t wanna feel this way

I’m so stuck in place

All I ever knew was pain

And fucking rainy days