nevermind - guardin, Hammy

Notmorgn

Cracks in my heart

Used to be bright, now it’s dark

Didn’t have any cracks at the start

Now I turn all my pain into art

All my pain into-

Cracks in my heart, cracking and tearing apart

The feelin of warmth in your arms

3 AM dreamin' of stars, they doubt I’ll go far

They hate but they fake who they are

They think they hard, they think they this and they that

They pull up, I know its an act

Why they all talkin' like that?

I think it’s wack

Some nights I still want her back

Some nights I toss and I turn, dreamin' of her

Wake up in the morning I’m hurt

Fuck what they saying, fuck what they heard

They can all go and eat dirt

Making me question my worth

Why am I here on this earth?

Am I just wasting my time?

Should I just quit with the rhymes?

Say fuck it and leave it behind

Wait, nevermind

Wait, nevermind

Kill me to leave it behind, think of you all of the time

Can’t get you out of my mind, look in your eyes and I die every time

I’m losing the battle inside, sit in the corner and cry

Still feel the pain from your lies, so I’ma smoke 'till I’m high

Blowin' out dope 'till I die

Fuck today and fuck tomorrow

I’m just living in this perpetual sorrow

Rainy days inside my brain are all I know

I can never let it go, fuck it up just like a pro

Propaganda panorama all these people I don’t trust

Got my eyes inside the pinnacle, the cynical’s disgust

On the surface, I’ma surpass swallowing up all the dust

But beneath the flesh, I’m focused and I’m prayin' I don’t combust

Hypothetically a nuisance with the noose inside my clutch

I’ve been standin' on the edge so long, afraid of givin' up

Feelin' useless as the clues I’m swallowin' inside my cup

Trippin' over all these corners, short of breath I’m throwin' up

Yeah, I’ve been tryin' my best

Wakin' up like every mornin' with a gun to my chest

I’m growin' tired, I ain’t gettin' any rest, yeah

I guess I’m, just stressed