ConMan? - Grip, AHYES

ConMan, I apologize to your mom and your grams

For wrecking your heart, I guess it was part of God’s plan

But wait a sec 'fore we dead it, here is your roses

Took 7 years shit is bogus I shed a tear when I wrote this

I admit, I wasn’t the best to you

I gave you shit then you dipped, like what was there left to do

Too busy worried 'bout Grip, shredding thru revenue

I let you slip should’ve put you up on a pedestal

I was hardly ready for something you could regard as steady

Now my heart is heavy

I’ll take it far as these bars will let me

I know what happen viewed love as a distraction

My kids the only things I put above rapping, that’s a thugs passion

Cash and drugs stashing emotions under the rug

Not communicating, thinking you’d just know what it was

2017 that’s when I started growing a buzz

Playing catch-up 'cause my peers left your boy in the dust

'Cause when they was focused on rapping, I was focused on us

I could’ve strived more, now it’s two kids I gotta provide for

Window was closing slowly, had to switch the tempo on those that know me

Get too comfy and you gon' blow it, homie

Packed my metaphorical bag and hit the road jack

I promise when I take it home, I’m bringing gold back

I’ll own that, I ain’t expecting you to wait

I got a date with destiny, just let me get a plate

Silly me, uh-oh, oh-oh

I could never give you my love

It was me, uh-oh, oh-oh

I could never give you my love

We can’t turn back the hands of time

But it’s some things I should get off my mind

Before we leave it all behind girl

I apologize girl

I can’t trust myself with loving you

You still stained from all the mud I drug you thru

You thinking, why ain’t this a lifestyle he can get accustomed to

Like buy a plot and tie the knot like others do

Gave me a key to your home

I don’t want you think I’m leading you on

But I gotta be happy with being alone

If I can’t learn to love myself

How the hell could ever properly love someone else

Just know these words is heartfelt

And it’ll kill me to see you happy with another man

But I can’t expect you to never love again

And rob your heart of it’s plans

Can’t put a ring on her finger then keep it stepping, nigga

And she’ll respect how real you kept it with her

And I know one day it’ll hit me

When you stop replying to text questioning if you miss me

And all that’s left is history and a grudge kept against me

Evidently, made my bed I’ll lay in it

But first I got something to say, wait a minute

Silly me, uh-oh, oh-oh

I could never give you my love

It was me, uh-oh, oh-oh

I could never give you my love

We can’t turn back the hands of time

But it’s some things I should get off my mind

Before we leave it all behind girl

I apologize girl