My Mistake - Gabrielle Aplin

I got up late again today

And I’m scared of everything

I don’t dare to dream

I’ve got a dark imagination

These hours waste away

A debt I’ll never pay

I’m talking to the walls

But the walls keep caving in

They amplify my thoughts

I really want a conversation

But I let it slip away

A debt I’ll never pay

Worry, worry, oh

It’s funny how it changes

When nothing really changes at all

Am I jaded?

Am I meant to feel this way?

I’m a loser, getting beat by my own game

But if I falter, well, at least it was my mistake

Oh, at least it was my mistake

'Cause I choose to be this way

I’m a loser, and I self-deprecate

So when I falter, well, at least it was my mistake

I saw my friend today

She tried to comfort me

But I turned her away

There’s magic in this misery

So no matter what you say

I don’t think I’ll ever change

Worry, worry, oh

It’s funny how it changes

When nothing really changes at all

Am I jaded?

Am I meant to feel this way?

I’m a loser, getting beat by my own game

But if I falter, well, at least it was my mistake

Well, at least it was my mistake

'Cause I choose to be this way

I’m a loser, and I self-deprecate

So when I falter, well, at least it was my mistake

And I don’t really care about what anyone says

I don’t give a damn about what anyone says

I don’t want to think about anything

I don’t want to think about anything

And I don’t really care about what anyone says

I don’t need opinions hanging over my head

I don’t really care about anything

I don’t really care

I don’t really care at all

Am I jaded?

Am I meant to feel this way?

I’m a loser, getting beat by my own game

But if I falter, well, at least it was my mistake

Well, at least it was my mistake

'Cause I choose to be this way

I’m a loser, and I self-deprecate

So when I falter, well, at least it was my mistake

Well, at least it was my mistake

Well, at least it was my mistake