Sitting in a Spinning Room - fossil youth

You want it to end

Pressure that’s boiling beneath your skin

Like a nervous wreck you don’t even feel

Safe in the home you grew up in

Sick of sitting still in a room that won’t stop spinning

You kept your door shut didn’t think that anyone would listen

You wanted peace and quiet

Drifting through your system

It’s not fair at all that you should do this alone

One hand full of pills the other hand full of regret

You wonder how you got here

And why this mess you’re in just won’t quit

I was just in the next room letting my eyes get heavy

When I awoke to a sound that won’t ever stop haunting me

I should have been better I should have been around

But I was selfish only thinking of myself

I sat alone in that spinning room

Wondering why I was never a better example for you

In disaster you find a clear view

What would I do without you