The Breaker's Valley - For Today

Sick and tired

Trapped

Body wrapped with sharp pain because my

Body wasn’t made to contain all this rage

My mind wasn’t made

My eyes weren’t made

My soul was not made to behold what shackles my soul now

Bound by memories of being innocent

Uncle sinning against me sexually

Momma knew he was molesting me

Smacking me across my face

I could do nothing

Pops wasn’t around to give me the time of day

All I wanted was a time and place where I could be loved

A hug from my mom was too much

So I turned to lust on the net while I was

Hooked like a fish as I click, click, clicked to watch porn flicks

Trying to find intimacy

Or an outlet at least

But as I try to breathe and be at ease

I see my mom in hell and the devil’s breath through the glass pipe

I’m shattered in a flash

Fright and brokenness is the aftermath

Brokenness is my aftermath