Broken Mirror - Şevin, Bizzle

It’s true

In this life

I’ve never been the one

In your eyes

I’ve never been the truth

All you saw

Was a broken mirror

Bizzle

I know what it feel like to get hit real nice

With a rock in the side of ya noggin cuz you don’t feel right

To the crowd when you rockin

They holler «you ain’t no real Christ follower

How could you be you don’t look like you is right»

«And you said nigga so you ain’t saved

You just wanted attention so you dissed Jay

You just wanted the mentions you just hate

Cuz you ain’t paid

Six years gone by and guess who ain’t changed»

Still reppin' for the hood like I’m supposed to do

I ain’t never pushed violence and dope to you

Never called young black queens out they name

And you wonder why they want Biz out they game

Psh that’s fine I’ll be the bad guy in a world this evil

I shouldn’t be lookin that fly

These rappers attack God

These so called pastahz sabatoging our work

And giving the Church a black eye

But He’s still king and He’s still God

And we still man so we still flawed

He don’t stop being a rock because we stepped off

And He is no less God just cuz we rep wrong

I don’t look like Christ yet but that’s what I aim for

They sayin' it’s impossible but why should I aim low

Made in the image of God

'Til Eve and the snake spoke

Soon as we turned away the mirror became broke

Fix us

It’s true

In this life

I’ve never been the one

In your eyes

I’ve never been the truth

All you saw

Was a broken mirror

Let’s go

Ay

Since the moment He birthed me

It’s certainly hurt me and irked me

How the jerks in these churchy circles

Will curse me from the turf B

It should be clear how I’m dirty

I’m unworthy and I’m only here by His mercy

Firstly I’d rather stay where they’ll murk me

And squirt me in the melon

Instead of tellin me it’s clear when it’s murky

They betrayin us

Slayin us for takin it personally

Ain’t gone play it how He played it why you wearin His jersey?

I was purchased

Layin in the bed of the serpent

I don’t deserve this

Bruh I never said I was perfect

But I’m purposed

He planted a seed knee deep in me

The leaf is startin' to break through the surface

The father’s defending me

Ain’t you supposed to be befriending me

They’ll treat me like a enemy

As soon as I walk into these churches

In sixteen years I have observed this

The gospel music industry is not truly ministry

It’s a circus bruh

Yeah I was a killer

Yeah I was a thug

And yeah I was a dealer hell yeah I was a blood

And yeah I was a addict

Yeah I came to church with a vest and a semi-automatic

I was hooked on dope

And I was hooked on sex

And I was hooked on money and I was hooked on gin

Chained down to a spell I was hooked on sin

Christ saved me from hell now I’m hooked on Him

Ahhh

It’s true

In this life

I’ve never been the one

In your eyes

I’ve never been the truth

All you saw

Was a broken mirror