Quivira - Essenger

I saw forever behind those eyes

Until you closed them

Now mine just rain on the pavement

I saw your car at the store last night

Felt my stomach turn

When I saw you leave with him

When the leaves begin to change

A part of me will be replaced

I can’t find solace in these memories when you’re gone

A lonely night will come around

For every time I let you down

Cause I can’t live when I’m still barely hangin' on

You know I see when you play those songs (right?)

I’m overthinking this

I wonder if I cross your mind

I’ll keep my phone underneath my bed

You know I’m full of shit

But I won’t slip up again

When the leaves begin to change

A part of me will be replaced

I can’t find solace in these memories when you’re gone

A lonely night will come around

For every time I let you down

Cause I can’t live when I’m still barely hangin' on

I hope you find what you’re looking for

I still feel kind of lost

But I’ll make it through this year