Aberration - Esoteric

Staring as I prepare to leave this mortal coil

To pass through these portals

To the gateway of experience

I release, into this sense of falling

Hallucinations flood my eyes

Thoughts, memories pouring through

Racing unchartered (sic) vessels

Evolving through this twisted, psychotropic journey

Drifting within waves of consciousness

Momentum gathers swiftly

Pulsing, gathering intensity

Deeper still

Nausea rising from the depths

Bent double with psychosis

As vomit and blood spew forth

Time and space distort as the earth pulls me down

Into a place I have never perceived

Clawing for reason

Imprisoned within my own delusions

Pouring frantic visions into my eyes

Between drowning and burning alive

Forcing each breath

Through thoughts that endanger the being

Lost within the throes of madness

Anxiety tearing the foundations of my mind

Drifting through the otherworld

Slowly it subsides

Conscious returns, shaken, disinterred