worthless - eli.

I’m always so alone even when surrounded

By people that I know, I’m always so astounded

By my ability to ruin everything

Losin' friends and starting fires, everyone thinks I’m a liar

I always stay at home 'cause I’m not good in public

I sit here on my phone, I’m always disappointed

I watch them live their lives, I wish that I were happy

Victim of my generation, time machines cannot erase it

Who am I supposed to be?

When will I be complete?

When will they be proud of me?

It’s getting harder to see

Slit my wrists, bloody fists, questioning why I exist

Pain persists, evil gifts, fucking up my life to shit

I’m worthless, I’m worthless

I’m worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out

I try to stay strong no matter what I do

I’m always in the wrong, it never gets easier

But maybe that’s the point, it’s part of growing up

Messing up and learning from it, that’s just life, it’s necessary

Clinging to hope, what else is there to live for?

Got nowhere to go, what else is pain good for?

I am confident that your life has a purpose

It’s okay, you will get through it

Don’t give up 'cause someone needs you

Who am I supposed to be?

When will I be complete?

When will they be proud of me?

It’s getting harder to see

Slit my wrists, bloody fists, questioning why I exist

Pain persists, evil gifts, fucking up my life to shit

I’m worthless, I’m worthless

I’m worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out

Please, don’t give up, gotta stay strong

Gotta move on, gotta know hope, when you feel low

Please, you gotta know that someone needs you

Please, don’t give up, gotta stay strong

Gotta move on, gotta know hope, when you feel low

Please, you gotta know that someone needs you

Slit my wrists, bloody fists, questioning why I exist

Pain persists, evil gifts, fucking up my life to shit

I’m worthless, I’m worthless

I’m worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out

Worthless, I’m worthless

I’m worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out