Living in the Winter - Dyslesia

All these days aren’t the same as yesterday

And my world keeps fading away

This rising feeling of emptiness

Like a dream dying inside of me

As if time was frozen whereas I abstain myself

As if other have given up whereas it’s me who kept still

And this force it keeps me going

In pursuing to write my story

To find my way uncertain in this loneliness so lonely

I feel like I never going anywhere

These new experiences remind me of something else

When the choices are showing me

The differences between my life and what I’ve been longing for

And this force it keeps me going

In pursuing to write my story

To find my way uncertain in this loneliness so lonely

Accept the absurd

Endure the betrayal

Learning is painful

Oh lord slowly

I feel consuming my soul