Into Eternity - Desultory

I never thought that it would be

Something like this, something I can’t believe

Life slips away, I’m begging for it to stay

Desperate to stay alive

Not ready for death, not ready for afterlife

My struggle for life devours my everything

Towards the light I strive

Towards my death I fly

A light in front of me appears

I’m at the end yet here it begins

Slowly I crawl away from the shining light

But something seems to hold me back

Halfway to death, into eternity

The light feels so warm, embraces my dying soul

My dying soul will enter the unknown

Harmony, this fear will disappear

The longing in my eyes for peace eternally

Tearing my soul in two, tears me apart

Eternity in front of me the light is all I see

Eternity devours me, will I be free

A doubt inside of me arise

Return to life, or facing my destiny

I feel myself drawn to the other side

Entering a world of light

Relief in my my mind, relieves my entire soul

At last I let go, I flow into emptiness

The passage to eternity

So here I stand

In this rain of falling tears

Time stands still

Everythig around is dead

I cannot see

I’m embraced by nothingness

But do I want

To find the passage back to life