Even If I Tried - Derek Pope

So what if I don’t see the sunrise?

The sky never been so clear

I don’t know how much time has been passing

'cus you feel like youre really here

And I know you don’t think I’m getting out alive

But I swear I won’t be the one to not survive

I used to think there wasn’t much to see outside

'til I couldn’t feel the high even if I tried

For a moment, felt like I was ownin, now I’m zoned in

Everything I write becomes an omen

Bleeding every drop out in the open

No one sharks in the ocean

Leavin' there with no feels

Big ol' four wheels, driving through the four steel

Like an anvil droppping on an ant hill, we’re stuck in here

Can I finally leave it all behind me?

Oh well, they won’t find me

I’ve been on the run, I’ve been on the wall

The money’ll come, the money’ll fall

Stickin' wit' me, we been through it all

You’re what I need to really evolve, no

So what if I don’t see the sunrise?

The sky never been so clear

I don’t know how much time has been passing

'cus you feel like youre really here

And I know you don’t think I’m getting out alive

But I swear I won’t be the one to not survive

I used to think there wasn’t much to see outside

'til I couldn’t feel the high even if I tried

Even if I tried

Even if I tried

Even if I tried

Even if I tried