Wreck - Denace

I know you probably don’t care

But my life right now is no fair

Walking around in this cold air

At the airport sitting at O’Hare

I’m thinking of taking the next plane out this damn place I was placed in

Man I wasted so many damn days in, I need to get away, I need a vacation

All the fake faces, handshakes, and all the bullcrap that I can’t take,

I wanna vacate somewhere far

But I can’t cause I gotta stay for the people that need me to escape

Cause I know I got fans that need me everyday to the day they pass my tapes

To the children at a faster rate than it took em' to get hooked on in the first

place

When I rapped away on YouTube, when I had a little buzz going, little fan base

Little canvas I called my notepad, little room, big thoughts

Working on my vocab trying to master my flow to a to-tac

To the point where I murder anything that I spoke at

I wanna thank everyone that took a poke at

This career that I chose to go at

They thought I would quit, then choke back

I woke up in a sweat (sweat)

A pounding on my chest (chest)

A nightmare in effect (effect)

The darkness overhead (head)

This is my life, I’m upset (set)

I can not catch my breath (breath)

I feel like nothing’s left (left)

See my life is such a wreck (wreck)

I woke up in a nightmare

I try to fight this bright fear

I have no light, it’s night here

I just finished my ninth beer

My mind is racing light years

I spent most of my nights here

I can’t get out of this hell hole

Come down and see the sight here

It’s crazy man, I’m losing my abilities

Or any sense in me to find ways out my insecurities

Now picture this deceptiveness

Seven kids forever rich, it’s evident this evidence

That money don’t bring happiness cause out of all those happy kids

There’s only 'bout a fraction of that actually are having fun

I say barely half of them, the other half are miserable

Living life, no principles, they hate themselves, they’re pissed at you

We all live in the twisted truth, I’m sick of it, sick of what I’m drifting

through

Man I can not understand the shit I get myself into

They don’t give a crap about me, fuck em', I’ma animal

Dismantle like I’m Hannibal, all these faggots damn em' all

They told me, I wouldn’t, I couldn’t do me

But I showed them, I proved them that my soul is still free

I wouldn’t give up no matter what they all said

I did whatever the hell I wanted instead

I woke up in a sweat (sweat)

A pounding on my chest (chest)

A nightmare in effect (effect)

The darkness overhead (head)

This is my life, I’m upset (set)

I can not catch my breath (breath)

I feel like nothing’s left (left)

See my life is such a wreck (wreck)