Not Really There - Dekad

I tried to write a letter,

but I can’t find the words.

Tried to write a letter…

I hate this white paper.

So far away, so close.

Hate this white paper.

I tried to analyze,

the miracle inside.

But I get paralyzed,

I need to sit aside.

I feel the distance.

Everything you do,

makes my life brighter.

Everything you say,

makes my pain lighter.

You were a beautiful mistake,

that makes my dreams darker.

Everything you do,

everything you say.

Have you ever tried to wonder?

Or whisper my name?

Have you ever tried to wonder…

are you still dreaming of me?

And think you are the one to blame?

All you still dreaming of me?

I tried to analyze,

the miracle inside.

But I get paralyzed,

I need to sit aside.

I feel the distance.

Everything you do,

makes my life brighter.

Everything you say,

makes my pain lighter.

You were a beautiful mistake,

that makes my dreams darker.

Everything you do,

everything you say.

You’re not really there.